I'm a bitch sometimes. A lot of the time. One of those idiots who pushes people away when they need others the most. But I don't apologize. Because people who get pushed away, who allow themselves to be pushed, are either jerks or would be better off without my stupid needy mood swings.

Man, I'm tired. Graduation is in two weeks, college starts even sooner, and I am not going to have a summer, not even a weekend if I get a job (though I'd rather have the job than sleep). I've got some finals and last-minute projects and next week I'll be home free...for high school. Not like I'll have much homework for the classes I'm taking this summer, but it'll involve a lot of running back and forth.

I found some time for art today. More GenEns goodness. August got a spiffy new design (which means you'd better get on MSN, Tristan, you need to get a first look!), and I finally have a good full-front face design for the main villain-type of the first book, Doctor Newmare, Dania's father. Dude needs a first name. >.>

I also need to finish my Hetalia fanarts, WTFH, and Star Trek. In fact, I want to start another Star Trek pic, because Mudd is not enough. I need to take a break. Next free weekend I get (yeah right), I just wanna sit down and spend all day watching Star Trek stuff. There's enough to keep me busy, and then there are my shelves upon shelves of books...

Speaking of which, the new Star Trek got me back into looking up random stuff to do with Russia. Russia-tan himself isn't helping. So I spent hours last night looking up Chekov fanart and many hours over the weekend browsing his fansite. I'm getting deep, very deep. But I love the guy.

Random note: My playlist on playlist.com is now full. I had to start a new one, and two days later it's already grown 24 songs. My friend once said she had 500 songs on her IPod (or mp3 player, whatever. Don't have one, don't need one) and that she was shocked that she knew so many. I know that I know well over 1000 songs, though not all by heart, and certainly not all in English. It's just that playlist.com doesn't have about half of the ones I think up, and some of them don't come to the surface of my mind, and others I just don't want to add because I have too much of that genre already or I just don't like the song.

Okay, that's the end of a fairly long journal. Did I manage to piss anyone off this time around?